okay, so today was one of those days. i just sort of feel like right now, i could be doing something worthwhile and i'm not. i mean, i could try to be productive, but i know when i look at whatever i do on a larger scale, its still going to feel like nothing. i dont think ive moved from this computer all morning. and ive done nothing but ponder the meaning of like for 4 days. cliche, retarded. i know. things just confuse me. anyway, today will probably be a napping day. i have nothing better to do. & tonight i'll probably sit alone in my backyard and watch the trfest fireworks from my trampoline. my mom is sick and i feel really bad. tomorrow i have to work trfest from 4-10. work starts soon, & surflight, aggghh. bye.